Speckles n Spectrum

back to basics seemingly-banal adventures of an eclectic modern muser...

"Learning from the Past, Hopes for the Future, and a Life's Journey of making the most of what's at hand."

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Nine months you were in the womb
No idea what's outside waiting once full grown.
Finally they cut that umbilical cord
Freedom you might think is all that's worth?
Your cry echoes across the hall
Papa's taking a video capturing this precious view.
Mum's restless almost out of strength but a smile flustered in blushing cheeks nonetheless.
Tis a wonderful day to celebrate
an angel greet us "buenas diaz"
and totally it is.




Everyday became a miracle
It wasn't all fun but the journey...
twas worth all the sleepless nights and counting changes to make ends meet just to make you safe and sound.

You didn't choose us and vice versa
Fate did and it's not an issue.
We vow to say "I DOs" to the worst and the best and that includes loving you in your weakest and ugliest truths.




We fight and get caught in sickness and troublesome faults but we accept, improve and choose to settle in love rather than curses to divide our abode.
We stand united, bending not breaking.
Nurturing instead of destructing.
Celebrating no matter how small our victories.
The important thing is we grow and progress no matter how slow.
Trust in the process, we learn in failures not in perfection.
Open up and voice out your opinions without the fear of judgement or rejection.
Cry if you may but stand tall and fight even when you feel lost in dismay.
We learn to disagree without fueling negativity.
You got us, we are your safe haven.
Feel at home cuz HOME is what we built you and not just a house.
You are protected inside this four pillars of LOVE, RESPECT, AUTHENTICITY and GRACE.


We'll let you go when it's time to say goodbye.
Hoping that with your new found life you'll have freedom to become who you really are.
We send you off with all our love and don't you ever forget the learnings and values we have showered upon you, love.
Visit or say hi when you can.
Not your obligation but we do appreciate if you will, ain't forcing just kinda teasing.
You are all grown up so take care.
Remember to be someone of value cuz that's all the treasure we can ever share. Be human in this world full of beast, stay real and humble cuz we all got this.
Go now, love... we'll always be here, cheering you every step of your battles.
Do or die, you just gotta try.
Dream it, got it!
We live to fly.



When you think you know it all, that's when you got it all wrong.


Another day, another heart breaks...
it goes on and on and on...


Let's drive 'em crazy playing wild guesses in uncertainties deep in the abyss.


Keep 'em guessing...
... ya sure of your feelings?
Stuff that you're making
honestly it's kinda striking.
They're odd and intriguing but you frakkin got me thinking.
Can you stop this game 
cuz sure am not playin'
Is this for real or just part of a thrill?


Sometimes I'm confused my brain says it's kinda creepy but that other thing is freakin' pumpin like this shit is foolishly twitterpated.


The hell with this thing
aren't you supposed to be on guard?
But what the heck are you doing
put up your firewall pronto.


Missy, it's romantic and you are...
Shut up, I'm just hopeless...
Brain dead.
Logic's missing.
Id is relentless.
Ego doesn't give a fuck.
Superego is currently in the border of Niagara Falls contemplating to be or not to be? Actually that's not the question.


Dang this you are causing an internal conflict.
Cupid's got caught by its own spear.
This under armour must've been beaten by termites perhaps or some kind of virus deadlier than covid cuz sure is I'm tryin' to find a vaccine to keep my immunity safe from this wrath.


Hmmm... nevermind
I talk too much...
Time to slumber...
I'm his Neverland.











They said Everything that looks pretty is expensive but reality is you dont need to spend a fortune to look perfect.




The secret to being beautiful is through possessing a loving heart. A heart that listens, cares and shares authenticity in every simple way. When you start living in good thoughts your aura becomes a magnet for all things pretty and it boomerangs and showers everyone that surrounds you the magic of love and serenity.





I am a beautiful mess in the midst of this wonderful chaos. I'm a witchzard with a secret power.

You know what's my super power?

I can make cheap things look expensive and I can make you feel like you are priceless.




Money is not everything, a good heart is.

Yet never expect anyone to treat you the way you treat them... continue being kind anyways cuz the universe has its way to take good care of things that are really meant for you and peace of mind is always better than hatred.




Remember this: The rudest people are the ones who need love the most.




So if you looked like this and you feel better in most ways do you think it's not worth it if your heart will also be a source of beauty and joy even if they think otherwise I think you know better, ayt?




Like fireworks in a dark night they shine bright while the spectators gasp in awe and detractors shout their might and yes that's all they could ever do when they see you glow.

Sometimes when you feel like a mess the right thing to do is sprinkled it with beauty that is wholistic and organic in nature for somehow it works, kinda sorts out all the chaos within and affecting the world we live in.




Although I'd rather be the moon that sits quietly, contemplating all alone while revolving with the sun at peace on its solitary mystery but beautiful in every way.













Rawit dawit
Ginurit ka sa kurit
Paghilingon ang panginoron
Huna mo ambon sana
Araachan nag tatagiti na
Pahuraw huraw pag inabot na nin uran
Minsan yaon ka pa sa dalan
Miski mayo ka pang pamahaw
Nagpipirit magiskusar
Pinaghuhurop huropan
Puntos sa balintataw
Masakit manambitan
Krus na pirmi mong pasan
Agihon ta na sana sa pagrokyaw
Sabi ninda magsarig ka sana
Dae ka nya pababayaan
Siring kan mga umboy
Na mayong pagkaaram
Pero bantay sarado kan mga langitnon
Dae mo man maintindihan
Arog talaga kayan
Minsan hararom ang sakuyang agam agam
Ruripon mo man
Siguro dae mo na lang
Masakit pero minsan mas marhay ng ipasipara ta na lang
Maabot ang panahon
Magkakairintindihan ta na lang yan
Sa ngonian mantiniron mo na lang natad mo kaysa pagparatanawon sa balyo mga isipon na bako mo naman.
Mabalos miski habo mo magrabos
Tara igdi ka pag pagal ka na kan gabos
Sigurado dae ka nya papabayaan
hanggan sa huri mo nin paghangos.
Lakaw na sa dalan ta yaon na sya duman naghahalat saimong mga panambitan.
Uya na oras mo dae mo na pagtumangan satuyang kaglalang orgulyo ka poon kadto hanggang sa kahurihurihan.
Salamat igdi sa kahadean.
Mutuninong na ang kalangitan
Sana kita man halat ta ipangadyi ta yan.
Dae ka na mag andam
Sigurado dae ka nya pababayaan.






Utak talangka
Katawang baboy minsan feeling hipon
Mukhang ewan
Asal walang pinagaralan para lang walang pinagkatandaan
Nakakahiya naman sa hayop na pinagkomparahan.


Pagkatao mong panlabas madasalin
Panloob na sing itim ng uling
Itim ng budhi ay hirap tanggalin
Ano plano mo bang lumisan sa mundong ito na tanging kontribusyon ay paninibugho?




Kaya mong pekein kahit sino pero hindi mo mababago ang reyalidad ng iyong pagkatao...
Balutin mo man sa gara ng dasal at pabango
lalabas din ang totoo...

Akala mo ay tupa ngunit masahol pa sa lagalag na astang santo pero ang kaluluwa ay nakasangla na pala sa impyerno ang galing mo mang asalto.




Sana habang nagsisimba ka ipagdasal mo din kung saan ka patungo lalo at asal mo daig pa ang kriminal ngunit sila ay nagbago... ikaw kelan plano mong buksan ang utak at puso mo?

Pagisipan mo lalo't malapit ka ng makipagtagpo sa manok ni San Pedro.
Sabagay baka matuwa ka na sa wakas baka sakali may tumuka na sa hasang mong puno ng pait dahil sa wala man lang nagpumilit kumapit nung panahong tila ikaw ay sabihin nating marikit kaso ang saklap bakit walang naakit marahil simulat sapul di ka talaga kaibig-ibig dahil sa ugali mong balot ng inggit at pagkatao mong lason sa mababait.

Yung kabataan mong sinayang mo sa mga bagay na makamundo
Ngayon ikaw ay naninibugho sa mga pangarap na sa tingin mo di mo na makakatagpo.




Mundo man ay masalimuot. Magpakatatag ka lang at huwag mapagimbot. 

Buhay ay mas gagaan pag ang puso mo ay mas piniling dumamay kesa pumatay ng mga hangarin at kaligayahan ng ibang nilalang. 

Maki-isa hindi mang-isa ng hindi ka maging paksa ng tulang ginawa para manggisa ng gaya mong mahilig mang-isa. 

Gusto mo bang maiwan na mag isa o sama ka para lahat tayo ay may pag asang magkaisa?








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